Mmm

I am so not looking foward to the next few months.. ):

Ahwells. One day I’ll be nice to do a picture post, considering I have pictures since I dont know when that I have always wanted to post up.
But the day is not today.

Yikes

I need to do some serious training for squash mans. Hmm.

Today I was late for school. Yesterday too. And last week’s Friday.. Thursday.. and Wednesday. And well, you know, some other days..
But honestly, I am actually a really nice responsible and punctual person. Yes I am, don’t give me that look of disbelief. Oh you of little faith..
So yes I shall not digress, based on past events usually when I start not caring what time I reach school, it’s when I’m tired of it and the holiday is coming. And here comes the point of this totally useless post… the break isn’t coming! In fact, it’s very much over!! Darn it..

Oh and anyway, for those who commented on the post before, your reply is in your comment. (:

Leave a comment (:

Haha got this from Morgan (:

This is what she had:
1. Tell you why I befriended you.
2. Associate you with a song / movie.
3. Tell a random fact about you.
4. Tell a first memory about you.
5. Associate you with an animal / fruit / food.
6. Ask something you’ve always wanted to know about me.
7. In return, you must post this in your own LJ. (Or wordpress. Or blogger. Or your own strange domain)

She gave me this:
1.well, because you’ve this pretty face which no one else has.
2.monday monday-tegan and sarah
3.doesn’t seem to fancy her dye very much. thinks its ahlian
4.When you gave me that Blue Ball! wow. really.
5.nightingale, for some reason
6.UHM stay single or attached to this guy who feels more like an ordinary friend? 
6.do you sing in the shower?

So I’m giving her this:
1. You stood out among the freshies. Haha.
2. The Call by Regina Spektor. Don’t really know why though..Haha my song knowledge is too limited.
3. You give this really fustrated look when you miss the ball. Hahaha
4. Hmm.. I remembered you from the squash trials while geting everybodys name..
5. Gee.. Uhm..Apples? They are yummy stuff..
6. Why do you seem sad sometimes.

Oh and for the answer to her question 6: stay single, nope.. not the singing type. Haha.

And.. I’m gonna post the same thing to you guys, with a little modification though cause I have shortage in memory space for song and movie titles and I’m not exactly very good at associating people with animals or anything edible. So yeah. Comment and I’ll do it for you, but this time I’m gonna insist that  do the same thing and post it on your wordpress/blogger/lj/ownstrangedomain.

1. Tell you why I befriended you.
2. Tell you what I like best about you.
3. Tell a random fact about you.
4. Tell a first memory about you.
5. I don’t know. Come up with your own no.5 and put it in your comment?
6. Ask something you’ve always wanted to know about me.

Beautiful in His eyes.

Today after having much trouble crawling out bed, I took one long look in the mirror in the toilet.
All I could think of was : Gee, I look terrible.

Haha not exactly the best start to a day, also considering that I’m ten minutes away from start of school and I just woke up. But anyway, I shan’t digress. The main point of typing this entry was to say that.. after my long look in the mirror, feeling tired and depressed, I glanced upwards and saw what my sister had..tried.. to write on the mirror a few days ago.

“Beautiful in His eyes”, it wrote.
And nothing else mattered.

This is a whiny post.

As much as I wish I could write about how school has been exhausting, I can’t.
I’m not even having school this moment! (which unfortunately wouldn’t be the same in 3 days time) 
Ironically, it’s my friggin termbreak that has been so darn exhausting.

Currently I don’t see how it is possible to finish some of my projects. I swear the four projects stacked against my group is absolutely ridiculous.
For one, I still find being forced to learned video editing silly and completely redundant. Now add in the fact that the work must be done through a Mac, it is just plain bullshit.
And then there is the flash site we’re supposed to do in actionscript3.0 codings which is filled with fancy geeky terms that my brain is not configured to assimilate. But that’s not all, the theme of the site is -get this- How to increase performance and lifespan of a computer. Wth?!
Oh yes, not to forget about my database, the assignment that the teacher completely did not mention to us at all. Awesome huh, don’t even know when’s the bloody deadline.

Now the term break is coming to end and I am not keen at all to go back to school. Mainly it’s because of the four deadlines. But still, there are other equally important ones that include kicking myself out of bed early in the morning to go to school. How absolutely dreadful.
The worst thing about school is you can never really relax. There is always some deadline hanging over your head like some clingy despo. If work is not due tomorrow, its due in a week. If not, a month.
Things might not be so awful if I didn’t have a cca to handle too.
Oh yeah, pessimism at its finest.

…What an annoying post.
Bah!

I’m selfish, impatient, & a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, & at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.
- Marilyn Monroe

Discovery 101

01. Now that I’ve lost muh voice, I realised if I speak in a high pitch voice… I wouldn’t croak.
HAHA.

02. That day while staring out the bus I observed that mynahs spend most of their time with the mouths gaping wide open looking quite ridiculous. Don’t know whether it’s the same with all birds. Hmm..

27. Drink 8 glasses of plain water everyday for a week. Okay 5 days.

Haha considering I’m a little sick and have fulfilled that for today, I shall try and finish that!
Yeah. (:
Bland tasteless liquid. Blah.

It is such a crappy time to be sick, especially with four project deadlines breathing down my neck.

Back… and gone again.

Ipoh trip was awesomeeee. Loved the company, loved the activities. Paying only 4 bucks for a nice comfy cinema to watch Kungfu Panda was pretty cool too.

Unfortunately, the coming back to the land of homework wasn’t.
It’s like..
*BAM!* You forgot you have your DBIS assignment!
*WHAM!* Nope, I’m sorry your DMPF deadline cannot be extended. Get your video done.
*SLAM!* Your INMM deadline is approaching. Remember, you’re in a friggin competition.
*BISH!* Finish your 3d animation by end of term break, after they are all modelled, then textured.

Ouch.

Therefore, leaving this cursed cruel land again tomorrow for church camp is equally hard.

Jesus, this four days, it’s Yours okay?
I’m tired of just worrying and worrying and worrying endlessly. This pit of worry is seriously bottomless.
Leaving this sickening pile of to-dos is not easy, You handle it all. Multiply my working time when I get back k! Next week is gonna be more than hell of a week..

Ipoh

Oh Ipoh ee tai tai eh ya
Oh Ipoh ee tai tai eh ya
Oh Ipoh ee tai tai ipoh ee tuki tuki
Oh Ipoh ee tai tai eh ya~

Lol, ah the long past memories of being in *cough* girl guides. The lyrics are most probably all spelt wrongly but, ah wells.

Ipoh~
Will be back on Monday night. And then on to church camp on Wednesday! (:

O Jesus, I pray for blessings over my project group mates…
I’m sorry I wont be around for so long guys, will do my best to finish my part when I come back!

Butterfly

Here’s a really silly half an hour i-was-bored photoshop painting.

I was bored.

Waahaha.
Yes I’m aware of how silly it looks, but I like the colours!

 

Hair

Today I sat in a comfy black chair, flipping magazines for 3 hours till my hair turned purple.
Still, I wish my streak was a little lighter. But no matter, I like my hair now. (:

DoWN wItH aHh liAnSZsIsm..!

Tag!

Tagged by Ming! (:

1) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
Mmm depends how you look at it. Like I have a pretty serious relationship with my sister. Most of the time it’s like.. seriously pissed off. Yeah.
Serious.

2) What was your dream growing up?
*inserts usual cliche on good life, good career, good husband, good family, good friends, good boss, good house etc*

3) What talent do you wish you had?
To be able to sing, dance, play guitar, play piano, paint etc…

4) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
Baileys would be lovely.

5) Favorite vegetable?
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
…
…
ARGGHHHHH!!!!

6) What was the last book you read?
Truthfully, it’s the terrible DBIS book filled with unending notes of codes that can reduce your brain to a mash of grey matter.
But I don’t think you’re interested in that.
So… The Kite Runner.

7) What zodiac sign are you?
I’m not about to let you all go around guessing my future from teenage magazines!

Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
2 piercings, on the ear luh! The one on my right ear refuses to stay open but I’m just as stubborn so it’s been pierced twice (and stabbed countless times by me)

9) Worst Habit?
Sees chocolate, eats chocolate, and then goes on to find more chocolate.

10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
I guess, but I would strongly advise you not to get in if I’m in front of the wheel.

11) What is your favorite sport?
Squash! (is really not about squashing people!)

12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?
I’d like to think I’m a quite a happy person. Like…

13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
Uh, stuck lor. We’ll both sit on the ground and whine together.

14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
For me to know and you to not find out.

15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
My feet refuses to wear the same coloured socks on both sides. I honestly have no clue why. Hmm..

16) Do you have any pets?
Sally is my imaginary friend. Since she’s imaginary I guess she can become a pet once in a while.

17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
Woah. Cool. I hope you brough your wii games.

1 What was your first impression of me?
Nice guy?

19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
Scary. Creepy. Freaky. That sorta thing.

20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
I would like.. I would.. like.. to…
I’m a girl, you cant seriously make me choose only one thing can you.

21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
Crime partner!

22) What color eyes do you have?
They say its brown. I..cant…look..into..my..eyeballs..

23) Ever been arrested?
Of course not.

24) Bottle or can soda?
Bottle. Theres uh, more?

25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
I will make it lose its zeroes real fast.

27) What’s your favorite place to hang at?
No place in particular really.

2 Do you believe in ghosts?
Hm.

29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
I would love to say it’s drawing, photoshop painting, or playing squash.. but the unfortunate truth is that its sleeping, eating and surfing the net.

30) Do you swear a lot?
Hmm (:

31) Biggest pet peeve?
The really bad commercials in between the trailers before a movie absolutely drives me crazy.

32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
AWESOME.

33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
I guess..

34) If you could live anywhere in the world where would you chose?
I’m really fine wih Singapore, as long as I’m not stuck here the whole of my life.

35) Do you believe in God?
Heaven yeah!

36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
Haha no? So lame.

 

Hmm. It’s not stated how many people to tag so I’ll just name a few unfortunate people who reads my blog. Hah.
The questions are a little lame, I know. But misery loves company.
Uh.. Jie, eleanor, imm, jz, piyaya, bao, benneth, calv the retard , morgan, alastair, alvin, sher, alikoo, zc, borpee.

20 mins

In 20 mins time, my poor study room would be brutally snatched away from me by some inconsiderate poop who annoyingly books the room right after me. From there on I would be thrown out of my safe haven into the wilderness of the library where I would have to survive and elbow my way through the crowd to hopefully find myself a rare empty table, and with any luck it’ll be far far away from all the noisy thoughtless project discussing brats.

Bah.

 

Hey Jesus..

I miss being with You.

The whole of last week had been insane. with all the presentations and deadlines. I hated rushing, I hated the overnighters. I was tired, Daddygod..

I am still tired.

But Lord, You restore, You restore everything back. I’ve seem to lost my happiness, but You are my joy. I’ve lost my peace of mind, but You are my shalom peace. You are all I need.

During this term test week, You be everything I need ok?
No no, more than just this term test week.
You be everything I want, everything I need, for as long as this journey of discovering You goes on.
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I shall go listen to the fathers love sermon cd tonight..

(:

Oh yeah

Class is definitely fun.

overnighters

The biggest disadvantage of being an IT student is that.. I don’t think “the dog ate my homework” is gonna go too well with the teachers.

Hm..
Actually, come to think about it.. “the computer ate my homework” might actually work though. Lol. Cause it really does do that to me, which can be seriously annoying.
Long long time ago, when I was that innocent little kid, I learnt how to do homework. Uh, ok. There’s no end to that story, I just really hate doing homework.

Anyway, 2 hours of sleep plus school and a total of 2 hardly prepared presentations then going to train squash after everything is over is such a terrible idea.
The brain goes depressingly blank and the body goes…well actually the body doesnt wants to go anywhere. It’s quite a sad state to be in, really.
Lack of sleep + squash = a really bad combi.

Haha. Ah wells, terms tests are next week! I’ve got two of them let’s just hope I don’t drop the ball on this studying thing. The mind of the righteous is blessed! amen (:
And then… yay, Ipoh trip!
And and and… church camp!

All I want

..as a vice captain.. is a little respect.

Is that really too much to ask for?

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Sigh.

“i don’t agree or disagree

what’s done is done

you get angry also no use

now just let me handle it

i think i stand one side everything start to go abt havoc alr”

 You have no idea how hurting it is when you say that do you..

Zoneeee

Haha yesterday’s concert was aweeeesome (:
Cannot believe I stood in front of 7000 ppl trying to teach the tell the world dance.  Praise God la, cause it was darn fun and I… don’t.. think.. I’ve embarrassed myself in anyway. Haha.
The concert itself was really incredible, everybody was so darn high. Haha. The whole place was absolutely sardine-can packed with youths all over from sg, all screaming, singing and just worshipping.

I loved it. I loved it when the troubles about school, may it be excelling well or leading the squash team, or other worries just melted away and just allow DaddyGod’s love to take over. When I stood there, it was just DaddyGod and me. Everything else just faded away. And I knew.. nothing, no troubles no problems, could stand in my way, cause God is on my side.
And it was really.. freedom. Haha, to just break free from everything and jump around singing at the top of my lungs. I loved it.

“All I need is You Lord, is You Lord.. All I need is You..”

Hearing the whole place just singing this in union, was.. Wow. I’ve got no words to describe that.
During the altar-call was just as amazing, to see youths with broken and hearts and troubled minds just streaming through the crowd towards the front, to finally know Jesus as He is, to see God’s love for them..
another wow moment..

To be in the zone of God’s undeserved favour, priceless. (:

Even now when the troubles try to seep back into my conscience, it’s nothing. Devil you may try all you want, but nothing will ever defeat me, cause God and me… we’re a team. And victory is already ours.

That’s what we are, undefeated.

Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands..

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If im talking to you online tonight, please make me do CMSK. lol. (bribery sounds like a very good idea, you can try that)

Oh..

I wish I could just study whatever I want study.
Flash is poop! ):

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What would one call my mood now.
Uh..uh..
I think annoyed would be a good word for it.

Yup, annoyed it is.

Boys have cooties

“Eww.. boys have cooties, I’ll never kiss a boy~”

Hahaha. 0_0