If I close my eyes and open them again, will all these have gone away?
I don’t like sleeping while knowing you’re in pain.
Watching itself was painful. I really hope they gave you painkillers tonight.
Sometimes in the hospital when you’re finally asleep, I wonder what would it be like if I was in your place. If I was the one hurting and you’re the one taking care. I think you’ll be better at taking care of me then I will ever be of you.
Kinda sucks in a way, haha. But then this whole experience is suckish anyway.
Yesterday when you were still bedridden was especially scary. I remember sitting there while you groaned in pain wondering when was the next time you’ll be able to hug me. Was it selfish to think of that? Hmm. Thank God that everything got better today though. It was a relief waking up to the news that no operation is needed and you’re allowed to sit up again. Definetly love getting hugs from my boy. (:
Sigh, get well soon now. Gotta buy you more gummy bears tml.
Bleah, hospitals are such mentally draining places..
