This camp would be counted as my 7th church camp ever since I stepped into new creation in sec 2, and it has been nothing short of amazing.
Interestingly, it was this camp that I had entered as a more broken person than the other 6 camps, and it is in this camp that I have recieved so much more. The tangible love of God that flowed through the laying of hands from the leaders into my much shielded heart. The great love that weakened the defense, the need to put in my own effort in everything I do, the love that left me vulnerable and on my knees. It was such a release, bawling my eyes out, yet knowing that through these tears there is supernatural healing taking place inside me.
Camp.. was amazing. For 5 days 4 nights, God has packed so so much into what was so little time, and poured His over abounding grace into it. The blessings were abundant, and I know I have recieved so so much. I have learnt forgiveness, I have learnt to even put down my pride and just be vulnerable and apologise, I have learnt to let go and let God, and I have learnt that no matter what, my future is good.
Ahhh. This feeling is indescribable. And to think I’ve just only gotten a glimpse of how much God loves me (:
